It took me a few days to make up my mind whether to reactivate this blog. I don't see the points of writing on blog and if there are any, it's quite vague. But somehow,i'm here. Haha
It's been 2 months and 27 days he left me vulnerable slash, miserable. Yeah I know, the words aren't carry the same meaning, they certainly reflect me best.
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Returning to my dark story..(And if u're already tired of reading it,thank you,and goodbye.)
He used to make the sun shone on my days. Smiles and felt loved. Be a non-flat listener to all sorts of my problems. Also being a wise thinker to every matter i faced. He never failed to charm every one and we never let ourselves feel tired of it. He was a great man,indeed he was. But he's gone too soon before I can appreciate him to the fullest.
He'd once asked me, "Would you cry if I die?"
And I was just being a typical concern friend when I said "Stop being ridiculous. U're not going to die anytime soon!"
Clearly I was wrong. I was wrong about EVERYTHING!!
Huh!!
Just to make the picture looked worse, as if it wasn't worse enough, he left me after 2-3 weeks we got into a fight. And we lost contacts ever since I started the fire. I am really sorry,B.
The day i received his death, tears kept streaming on my face, I slapped myself for all the troubles and hardships i have put on him, and i kept doing that for the whole week.
I was quite similar to a widow who has just lost her husband. No food coming in, tears flowing out, screaming and weeping like hell till my brother shouted on my face that I should continue with my life like Muiz would want me to be.
And again, my brother was right. I must be me, who keeps the positivity in life. And this is so not a Twilight New Moon movie. Though I must say I was quite influenced by the story. Hahaha
On a lighter note, I felt like I was the Bella Swan. And Muiz was the Edward. Funny!
Hopefully time would cure me. even I am not fully healed, but it's a good thing I can talk about him with no tears and so on. But one thing for sure, he will forever stay in my heart. Thank you love for the love. You'll be great there as u deserve. -amin-
It's been 2 months and 27 days he left me vulnerable slash, miserable. Yeah I know, the words aren't carry the same meaning, they certainly reflect me best.
******************************
Returning to my dark story..(And if u're already tired of reading it,thank you,and goodbye.)
He used to make the sun shone on my days. Smiles and felt loved. Be a non-flat listener to all sorts of my problems. Also being a wise thinker to every matter i faced. He never failed to charm every one and we never let ourselves feel tired of it. He was a great man,indeed he was. But he's gone too soon before I can appreciate him to the fullest.
He'd once asked me, "Would you cry if I die?"
And I was just being a typical concern friend when I said "Stop being ridiculous. U're not going to die anytime soon!"
Clearly I was wrong. I was wrong about EVERYTHING!!
Huh!!
Just to make the picture looked worse, as if it wasn't worse enough, he left me after 2-3 weeks we got into a fight. And we lost contacts ever since I started the fire. I am really sorry,B.
The day i received his death, tears kept streaming on my face, I slapped myself for all the troubles and hardships i have put on him, and i kept doing that for the whole week.
I was quite similar to a widow who has just lost her husband. No food coming in, tears flowing out, screaming and weeping like hell till my brother shouted on my face that I should continue with my life like Muiz would want me to be.
And again, my brother was right. I must be me, who keeps the positivity in life. And this is so not a Twilight New Moon movie. Though I must say I was quite influenced by the story. Hahaha
On a lighter note, I felt like I was the Bella Swan. And Muiz was the Edward. Funny!
Hopefully time would cure me. even I am not fully healed, but it's a good thing I can talk about him with no tears and so on. But one thing for sure, he will forever stay in my heart. Thank you love for the love. You'll be great there as u deserve. -amin-
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