Aug 24, 2010

Beau? BoyPal? Boyfriend? Lover?

Thought I never get grunted. Well, wish hasn't yet been granted. Ah! So funny. Grunting over the un-granted wish.

Seriously, do boyfriends, lovers , beaus important? Do they make our worlds go round? Do they? Really?

Out of many friends, only few of my friends are happy having so-called the love of their lives. Did I mention few? Yeah, a small portion of friends. A small quantity of people. While the rest of others keep congratulating me for have had maintained a single but happy status. That's what's surfaced, yet being single , available is far lonely than living with no internet connection.

I do sound loser though. In my head, I think men are intimidated to confront a girl like me. Well, not that I own huge biceps or the six packs abs, Funny! maybe I too am over confident - persona, too vocal - that may turn them off.

Meaning, I need to slow down, smile and constantly fake smiles for the sake of honoring their pride as A MAN. Really?? Ughhh.. I rather not to.

But my eyes,ears, and mind are a nip to explode to witness of how many thousands couples in Malaysia alone, and calming myself down every time I encounter one. Jealous? Naah..

It's just the matter of time. When it comes, it'll be there. Till then...

Dearly,

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