Hi, I'm Old and I'm a Lady

Recapping to the years back, I think it was yesterday when my father left me in a wet market, i hustled in the living room with my brother (I was Stone Cold Steve Austin, and he's The Rock), but in reality check, the events held more than decades ago.

Just look at how small we were then, inseparable. To the extent that I was being the goal-keeper for his our football team. Every Raya, we would be identical. Wore similar printed t-shirts, until one day embarrassment kicked in his testosterone.

 

Grew up in three different schools, i made friends to many people. Mostly girls. But often I got the same treatment from my girlfriends, they make me a boy. Yes i hate it, why? Because i love putting on make-ups, dress ups and drooling over sexy boys :)

The point here is, I think i'm ready to get to know whats lipstick, eye shadow, blusher, mascara etc. But I'm confidence-exhausted. I'm too afraid to clown myself with those colours on my face. My friends are going to laugh hard on my face. Too scary!

For I believe, when the time is right, it'll happen eventually.